this year

Ok so here it goes....This year has been quite the adventure im not sure where to start but i guess ill start with somewhat of the beginning.Last year i met a man named Dave, we fell in love after a few dates a couple months later. Now this year He proposed to me, wow i thought this handsome man wants to marry me?

 Well he did (Giggles). after he proposed i found out i was prego a month later. Yeah this is where the stress and panic truly sets in. We were living in my fathers basement... how was i suposed to fit a baby in this house? Should we have the wedding befor the birth or after? What if we cant find a place of our own befor the baby is born? And of course the planning of the wedding... Yikes!!! A million questions were running in my head.

  Well we took it one thing at a time we set a date for the wedding after the baby would be born, and started saveing for a place of our own. We decided that july 9th would be great for the wedding. I started talking with my mom and my cousin heather about wedding plans, i was soooo overwhelmed.  lol i hate making plans...
  But anyway my cousin had sooo many great ideas and helped me out sooo many times when i was a freaking mess <3  
  During all the wedding plans we found out the baby was a girl and picked out a name for her Riley ann Loudin. Shortly after we set a date for the birth (c-section) june 3rd. I continued to keep busy with my oldest girl and with wedding/ moving stuff.moveing thing deff was stressfull for me, i had to get out of dads befor this lil one arrived. Dissapoinment after dissapointment we could not find a place for almost 3 months. ugh but.... finaly finaly did i find one? Yes i did!! like a month befor the baby was due... omygoodness. What a load off my mind, i could leave the hospital and have a place for my family to be together. yay!!! And riley came out just as perfect as i thought she would...

    so long story kinda short (lol) within a few months we moved had a heathy baby girl and were married!!

oh and my wedding... well that was another adventure. soo many things whent wrong, i was about to give up an call it off at one point. Nothing whent right that i had pictured in my head. Dream wedding? not exactly.. but i married my dream man and was surounded by the ppl who truly cared an that i truly loved <3

I am now a proud mamma of two awsome girls, i now have a new family who i love to death an a husband that i compleatly adore <3